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My dear son Jacob,
Mommy wants to write you a letter, to let you know how much I appreciate you and love you. You are my 1st born son, the most prescious son the Lord gives me. I thank the Lord for giving you to daddy and me. You are a gentle, loving, kind and sweet person. Your younger brother and sister-to-come are so blessed to have a big brother like you. You are a smart boy, never cease to amaze me each day of my life. Since the 1st day you came into my life, you have teaught me lots of things, patience, laughter, love and so much more. I still treasure the memory of holding you and rocking you to sleep everynight when you were just a little baby. I would sing "Lord, I love you" and you would calm down and fall asleep peacefully. I pray the Lord will always keep you, to be a pure and clean vessel to contain Him, and to grow up to be a building material for His kingdom.
Sometimes mommy is too strict with you. Everytime I get angry with you, I regret immediately. Sometimes I forget you are only a 6 year old boy. Although you look so big, you are still just a little boy. You have grown so much during the past 6 years, from a baby nursing from mommy to a big kindergartner that learns new things each day. I pray the Lord grant me wisdom to be a good mother, to know how to nurture you, your body, your soul and even to instill a fear and love toward God, your eternal Father. So forgive me dear son, if sometimes I lack patience, or wisdom in teaching you. May the Lord deposit more of Himself into me each day, so more of my natural man can fall off.
Mommy enjoy watching you and Timothy play together. Sometimes you fight, and get on each other' nerves, but most of the time you simply adore and love each other. You both are each other's best friend. I pray this close relationship will last forever, even when you both are grown up and far apart from each other, you would still lean on each other, count on each other and always know you have each other as your dear brother.
Then your baby sister is on the way. You already love her with your heart. You picked the name "Acacia" for her. You are proud to have a little sister to love. You tell everyone you are having a baby sister. Your baby sister is so blessed, even before she is born she has gained all her 2 brothers' hearts. You are the oldest child in our family, and always will bear the responsibility to care for the 2 younger ones. The Lord has given you the best personality to do so, you are loving, caring and gentle and sweet.
Mommy feared I would not love you the same and enough when I was pregnant with Timothy. I was in tears many times thinking I was stealing something from you, the whole heart of mine to love you and my attention and my time and energy. But when Timothy came along, I knew a mother has enough love for all her children. Yes time and energy are limited, but love expands and will never end. I thank you for being so patient, when mommy is occupied with other things. You always are in my heart, no matter what I do.
so dear Jacob, my big boy, I just want to say I love you. I want you to remember even when you become a teenager one day and we might be mad at each other at times, that you are my most prescious child, my 1st born son. Thank you for teaching mommy so much things.
love,
your mommy
4-5-2006
Mommy wants to write you a letter, to let you know how much I appreciate you and love you. You are my 1st born son, the most prescious son the Lord gives me. I thank the Lord for giving you to daddy and me. You are a gentle, loving, kind and sweet person. Your younger brother and sister-to-come are so blessed to have a big brother like you. You are a smart boy, never cease to amaze me each day of my life. Since the 1st day you came into my life, you have teaught me lots of things, patience, laughter, love and so much more. I still treasure the memory of holding you and rocking you to sleep everynight when you were just a little baby. I would sing "Lord, I love you" and you would calm down and fall asleep peacefully. I pray the Lord will always keep you, to be a pure and clean vessel to contain Him, and to grow up to be a building material for His kingdom.
Sometimes mommy is too strict with you. Everytime I get angry with you, I regret immediately. Sometimes I forget you are only a 6 year old boy. Although you look so big, you are still just a little boy. You have grown so much during the past 6 years, from a baby nursing from mommy to a big kindergartner that learns new things each day. I pray the Lord grant me wisdom to be a good mother, to know how to nurture you, your body, your soul and even to instill a fear and love toward God, your eternal Father. So forgive me dear son, if sometimes I lack patience, or wisdom in teaching you. May the Lord deposit more of Himself into me each day, so more of my natural man can fall off.
Mommy enjoy watching you and Timothy play together. Sometimes you fight, and get on each other' nerves, but most of the time you simply adore and love each other. You both are each other's best friend. I pray this close relationship will last forever, even when you both are grown up and far apart from each other, you would still lean on each other, count on each other and always know you have each other as your dear brother.
Then your baby sister is on the way. You already love her with your heart. You picked the name "Acacia" for her. You are proud to have a little sister to love. You tell everyone you are having a baby sister. Your baby sister is so blessed, even before she is born she has gained all her 2 brothers' hearts. You are the oldest child in our family, and always will bear the responsibility to care for the 2 younger ones. The Lord has given you the best personality to do so, you are loving, caring and gentle and sweet.
Mommy feared I would not love you the same and enough when I was pregnant with Timothy. I was in tears many times thinking I was stealing something from you, the whole heart of mine to love you and my attention and my time and energy. But when Timothy came along, I knew a mother has enough love for all her children. Yes time and energy are limited, but love expands and will never end. I thank you for being so patient, when mommy is occupied with other things. You always are in my heart, no matter what I do.
so dear Jacob, my big boy, I just want to say I love you. I want you to remember even when you become a teenager one day and we might be mad at each other at times, that you are my most prescious child, my 1st born son. Thank you for teaching mommy so much things.
love,
your mommy
4-5-2006
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